New Brew

It's been two years & I feel motivated to start updating this again. Much has changed and there are so many ideas brewing in my head. July was inspiring and so August will be productive. Can't wait to share with you my new projects (as they are only ideas right now). I will be starting up a feminist fashion magazine as well as a starting a new music project with some of my closest friends. We're inspired & shit is going to happen. 

Until then, here's a peak at what I've been up to. 

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She'll sing you the songs you like

I'll never be able to get over the way we look at each other

He said you don't have to go so I said I should go but I didn't mean it because it was the first time in over two weeks we had hugged and it was one of those hugs that's too long (too long in that it's dangerous, loaded, a narrow road that leads to nudity and debauchery, which is what the whole thing was kind of about in the first place and has made it so hard to move forward with another pace.) And so he said it again, this time in a whisper - you can stay here tonight - and I said it too, also in a whisper - but I really should go - and I did (and I still don't know why). And the entire drive home I couldn't stop thinking about his scent, familiar and so strong I could cry.

Photo by Lina Scheynius

This is not a metaphor

If you saw the bruises
and the bites
on my body
you'd think I slept with the devil
& I did

last night
              I was seduced by the devil

he brought me to his layer
took off my clothes
one piece at a time
slowly
vigorously

& I drank his blood
as he moved
inside me
drunk
off his sweat
*as he memorized the curves of my body

last night
             i was seduced by the devil
but the devil 
                    fell   
                         in
                            love

New groove

These were all taken at my house. Pretty spectacular, eh?

So;
I've been re-evaluating some aspects & people in my life. I also think my new turquoise wall color is heavily affecting me. They may or may not be correlated. Either way, it's definitely a positive change I'm making. I'll let you know more about it when I finish figuring out what the hell I'm talking about.

I want it all

Life has been exciting lately; I've been occupying my time well. River trips, beach trips, shows, getting together with friends & playing music, and bike rides galore. Oh, and of course working; making the necessary $$ for my survival.

Unfortunately,

I have been slacking on the picture taking lately. I've been running around faster than my logical mind can keep up with. Remembering to bring my camera along for the fun has been difficult. 

Photographs by Richard Avedon, a true inspiration to me.