Everyone is getting married and having babies

(Although it seems to be one or the other for some reason)

At this point I feel as though I am going to be single for the rest of my life; toying with men for a week or too and then getting bored with them. Have I not matured at all? I want to find someone to fall in love with- I really do. I think I just romanticize people; fantasizing about the what-could-be of our relationship, and when it becomes reality, I am disappointed by the actuality of it all. 

Photographs taken by Nan Goldin